Sadly, No

Today started off well, but I can honestly say it's not been a very good day.

I've been struggling all week with myriad feelings and concerns and just feel very tired and frustrated and disappointed, and needing to get focused, put all of this mess away (mental mess, that is), and concentrate on school.

You know, I think, that I am not a fan of the holiday season. Or do you? Well, I'm not. I really do like decorating and baking and stuff, but the "holly jolly christmas" thing just doesn't *happen* for me.

I pretty much have canceled Christmas this year, and I'm even more disinclined to bother with it after today.

All I want to do is be alone for a couple of weeks, asleep. Hibernation!