I've been thinking about my bf and I - our relationship - wondering where, if anywhere it's "going". I never used to think about stuff like that. Is it my getting old, or wanting more of a 'destination' in my life generally, or what?
OMG, this is an exercise in futility. I've written and erased for the past 15 minutes. Okay, anyhow. I'm 36, things don't seem easy, I get frustrated. I wonder what will happen next. I wonder what the hell I want.
Where did this come from, anyway? Maybe it's the heat.